everythings-reminding-me-of-you:

writinganotherworld:

everythings-reminding-me-of-you:

Since you left I’ve lost all hope in love. I used to wonder what it would be like to have someone completely in love with you. To feel so loved and content that you plan the rest of your life out with one person. Then I met you. You loved me so deeply, in a way that I only imagined possible in the movies. I felt so lucky and everyday fell more and more in love. Then suddenly you left and never even looked back. “I’ve just fallen out of love with you” is what you said. And those words shattered every part of me. And 10 months later I’m still trying to pick up the pieces to build the strength to be without you.

22/12/18

In the furthest part of my mind this fear remains. I trust you. But when I first fell in love with you my insides screamed that if I fell too far you’d break my heart. As time has passed I’ve nearly forgotten my initial terror of daydreaming my future being alongside you. It’s been almost four years now. But we are so young. I fell for you when I was the cliched age of sixteen. Have I not grown older and wiser but instead further blinded by love? And I continue to come to the same conclusion. You would be worth every last bit of pain. I would be honored to have my heart broken by you because being in love with you might just be the greatest experience of my life.

That is exactly how I felt. I thought it’s better to have known a love that great and have your heart broken than not experienced it at all. But now I wish I had never experienced it because once you know what it feels like, you crave the feeling so much once it’s gone. So 10 months later I’m still trying to pick myself up and rebuild my life without him and I can’t remeber how to be without him by my side. I wish we’d never met because the pain has ruined me.

quotemadness:

“There’s a corner of my heart that is yours. And I don’t mean for now, or until I’ve found somebody else, I mean forever. I mean to say that whether I fall in love a thousand times over or once or never again, there’ll always be a small quiet place in my heart that belongs only to you.”

— Beau Taplin

exhaustedborderline:

thebookquotes:

I’m not sure anybody ever gets completely over their first love, and that still rankles. Part of me still wants to know what was wrong with me. What I was lacking.

— Stephen King, Joyland

lettersfrom-s:

I wonder if my heart will ever stop aching, or will it forever remain a casualty of our fight for love.

— Letters from S

My mom told me you’re not the sun

And she’s right

You’re the moon.

i-wrotethisforme:

I wonder if one day I’ll forget what color your eyes are. Because my dad doesn’t remember the name of his high school girlfriend and my mom doesn’t remember the model of her first car. We forget things that were one day so obvious to us, and so important. Things that once meant the world to us become distant memories, then eventually forgotten. So the good news is one day I might not remember the exact words that broke my heart, but the bad news is I also won’t remember how blue your eyes are.

Brown*

thepersonalquotes: